Monday, June 27, 2011

Sasha


hm...i wonder how come this little cute baby can hide inside my stomach for 36 weeks...??
We named her Sasha.
photo taken on the 17th day after birth.

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

难忘的六月

今年的六月八日过得很不一样。每年的这天,我和老公就会打算去哪里庆祝他的生日。今年却不一样,我们在待产中。我们预料这一天我们的宝宝会出世。。也是这一天,我觉得我自己患上产前忧郁症。。不搞笑!真的。我好辛苦,为什么明明医生就说会出世的啊,为什么一点动静都没有?我走路辛苦,心里一直想要孩子出世。。自然压力也就 多了。。心里作用,一直以为自己肚子痛,要进医院,身边的人都跟你说,怎么了啊,还见到你的,你还没有生啊?你几时才生?他妈的!我几时生关你啥事?真的很讨厌!我的压力真的很重。。晚上见到老公的时候,我已泪满眶。。真的很难过!老公安慰,心里好点。。也睡了!

六月九日,我妹妹生日。。宝宝不懂今天会不会出世?家人都在期待,何况是我?不要问我怕吗?因为身体上和身心里的压力已经胜于害怕。不骗你!你只是想 get rid of the stupid stomach!! 懂吗?跟平时一样,怎么了啊,还见到你的,你还没有生啊?你几时才生?很鸡的人又问。。午餐后,觉得腰有点累,白带好像比平时多。。工作上也交代得七七八八,回家吧!就将,我请了半天假,回家去了。。

回到家,跟妈眯讲,我今天感觉好像要生了。。妈眯 : 心里作用!哇。。伤心死了,做么没有人可以感受到我的辛苦和难过?算了!反正她比较有经验。。整个下午就陪我妹妹打麻将。。晚上见到老公,又是哭诉的时候。。老公我很辛苦,我觉得我开始讨厌我肚子里的宝宝,我觉得她让我很不好受!当时的谈话结论是:没有关系,我们等下回到家冲了凉,如果真的不舒服,我们就去医院,检查,检查。。如果真的还不能生,那我们就当兜风。okie ^^ 这个总算是今天最好的答案。

冲了凉又真的舒服很多,没有难过的感觉。。我们还和宝宝玩闪卡,每听到声音,她就会很兴奋地踢。。大概十点,老公说走吧,我们去医院兜风。。我突然又好像不想去了,想下。反正只是检查,如果不是也不就是兜风而已嘛!收拾好东西,我们就出发了。。去医院!

六月九日的晚上十点半,我们走进医院。护士问什么事?
我好像要生了。
那你有肚子痛吗?没有。
有来红吗?没有。
有破水吗?没有。
那你有什么迹象?我战战兢兢的回答,我白带比平时多了一点点,心里觉得要生了。。
护士犹豫要不要打给我的医生时,她继续说那我们先检查才打给你的医生吧!

护士把轮椅推向我,叫我坐,她推。我有点不好意思,毕竟我也担心我还没到时间生孩子。搭了电梯到一楼,有个年纪较大的护士在等着我。

我躺在床上。护士说
如果开了一两cm,你就回家待产。三cm以上你才可以留院,宝宝才可以出世。
哦。

出乎意料,护士说已经开了四了。她问我你没肚子痛吗?我说我没有,我只是觉得浑身不自然罢了。。护士立刻叫老公去登记。

护士把药放进我的屁股里叫我去便便。。然后还替我换了件衣服。我还一点害怕都没有。。我想可能我没有肚子痛所以还不知死。。很兴奋的走进产房。躺了下去,护士也替我打了支针,叫我睡觉,吩咐我如果肚子开始疼就把扭按下。。我打了支针后,老公说我妈米来了,他陪她们去吃点东西,我睡觉。。

时间不懂过了多久,我开始肚子痛了!!按钮!按钮!护士进来替我检查,不懂用什么东西塞进我的子宫。。痛死我!然后讲开了八cm了,可是还不可以把宝宝给推出来,叫我忍!!过了不久,护士好象又拿样东西放进我的子宫里,穿破水袋,水袋一窜,我的下半身都湿透了。。我咪咪糊糊还看到老公站在我旁边。。不晓得他的表情如何?害怕?紧张?我只知道我很痛了!!!

护士给了我一个氧气罩,叫什么android将的东西,说如果痛就拿来吸。。可以止痛。。

待续。

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

It's a wonderful 2011!!! It's always full with laughter and cheering from friends and family...
This 2011 chinese new year is fabulous..we had our reunion dinner in our new house..a proper one thou..the next day morning, we went for family trip..going to Belum forest at the boundary between Perak and Thailand...surrounded only by nature with only forests, lake, animals and wonderful resort..of course with the mahjong with us..haha...this is the most relax chinese new year i ever had..N bring back Bb's gift from dear..^^
I know this year will be meaningful and excited year..we have more journey..from Belum resort forest to Bedong in Thailand then to UK farm coming next 2 weeks time, Krabi trip in October..and more happening trips..
My Bb is going to meet us in June, my best friend just got her awesome boyfriend..congratz..then, i have another two more close close friends getting married by this year..and nevertheless, my hubby's buddy has decided to get married..and the pretty bride is my buddy...oh...thats too many happy moment going on...no wonder people always said 24 yrs old to 35 yrs old is the most excited life...now i know...coz im too enjoying thr happiness brought by everyone around me.
cheers!

Monday, January 3, 2011

new year 2011

Today is the first day of working day for 2011. Gambateh!


Is a new start to

work more

earn more

spend more

enjoy more

love more

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

say bye to 2010

wow...so fast, it comes to the end of 2010...3 more days, we are going to say good bye!

I started the year with a wedding proposal and now ended it with myself pregnant...i think this should be a good year..a year full with happiness...

I think this year i have been moving a lot...from my old house at Bukit Kinrara to a bigger house at Tempua..my working office has moved from Taipan usj, a shabby office to a great new office at ss15..but i resigned after few months in the new office...fortunate enough i got a new job at a new office too...in Taman Desa...everything new new new...no wonder im happy in this year cause keep on having brand new stuff...N a New Hubby too...haha.....

Just ended my christmas with whole bunch of buddies celebrating in my house..having turkey, spaghetti, sandwiches, nuggets, french fries, smash potatoes and colourful jellies...wow...end up im having 2 days medical leave at home...

Hopefully, 2011 will be a better year for everybody!

Thursday, December 2, 2010

oh..its been a while this blog has been abandon.....its been busy...busy for wedding preparation, busy for the actual wedding, busy for honeymoon, busy for new job and now busy because im pregnant!

Unbelievable...it's doesn't look like me thou...i just cant believe that im pregnant....I recalled the day when i notice that i have the symptom of pregnancy...It was few days later i came back from honeymoon, my friend requested me to send her to clinic as she is not feeling well...

Well, who knows that after sending her, i return to my home...i start to feel uncomfortable...i was blaming mt friend because of sending her to see doctor and now im sick...hahaha...hilarious! The next day morning, i feel dizzy and with no appetites..i dont remember what drive me to purchase the pregnancy test...but i remember i have make a big courage to test for it....

The moment when i saw the test was positive, i almost fainted...i cry and cant believe that it happen so swiftly...i tell my hubby..and he question me back, why should i feel upset and cry as we were married..what's wrong if im pregnant....

Yes, there is nothing wrong..but the thing is that it happen too sudden...i cant believe that im the person who dont like kids will get pregnant so soon..i thought getting pregnant is not easy..how come its suddenly become so simple and easy??

The immediate afternoon, my hubby and i went to the nearest clinic to double confirm on my pregnancy..well, the doctor said congratulation, you are pregnant..but are you thinking of keeping the baby? I was surprise...is out there a lot of people would like to abort their baby? I dont like kids...but i do not know how to answer this because i have no right to abort her but i at the same time, i have not accept this.....

Few days passed...and i start to think, rethink, and calming myself down and keep on telling myself this is a good news not the bad one...and im becoming mother soon...and this is a fact...

And now, i accepted it. Im pregnant and im going to deliver the baby next year and i have to take good care of myself... I cant deny that every of my family member they are happy with this new little member..my sister even bought her a shirt...my god..the shirt is so small....

Every morning, wake up with dizzy mind..drinking the healties drink and having the balance diet..thanks to my hubby...if not because im pregnant..i would not know he actually knows how to do most of the housework....im the queen now...he does most of the thing..and i just sleep and eat...sleep and eat..only at this moment, i know...my hubby knows how to do most of the housework...thank god...

This kind of life have to carry out for 9 months..9 months!!!! tiring..........

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

sun - phang

sun - phang
we been together since 2001
thank you for your LOVE N PATIENT throughout these years

im addicted to take photos...dear, can we take again and again?
it's so much fun..


forever we will remeber the day we took photo with our beloved car
























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