Phew...it has been a week after the charity drive...The event was not that great that i though of.. but i have enjoyed the trip very much with my dearest hubby, Aice and Chris, our awesome photographer! Because of him, we got lotz of nice photos and i believe all these nice photo can turn into an album...haha..

Throughout the journey, the moment that i have to put it down is the moment when we have our dinner at Ipoh, chicken rice shop..im afraid that i will forget the feeling when i saw this incident..so, i want to write it down to remind myself and my fellow friends...

Beggar can be every where, begging for money...pretend they are mute, blind..some slightly better, they come with tissue and sell it to you at a higher price.. and this old man that we saw, he is different.. he might need to beg because he need money, food for his family..i dont know..and i will never know...

The restaurant was full of customer, when the table of people almost finish eating, new arrival customer immediate stand beside awaiting the people at the table to leave...we are the same too..we waited, finally, this table of people stand up and leave the restaurant..there are so many left over food on the table..it's so wasteful...before the waiter comes and clean the table, this old man come with a walking stick and the other hand with a pack of rice, come to the table and put all the left over food into his pack of rice..

I'm stunt..i dont know what to do and what to say.. i feel that my brain is asking me to invite him to eat, but my mouth just cant be control..in a sudden i feel that there are so contrast going on in the head..ask him to eat with us? say thank you to the customer who left the old man plenty of food?

At the end, i'm doing nothing. No action was taken...and i tell myself..im so fortunate that i have food everyday..and i can have buffet whenever...and from now on...do not waste food!

Suppose there shall be no photograph shooting for the wedding gown fitting..but then i have this little naughty friend who is excellent in socialize help me to get a chance to fit on this fabulous gown..Thanks, my dear!

Here i am with this beautiful gown..hm..really miss this gown..unfortunately, they want me to pay for 1k if i want to do photo shooting with this gown..as if the gown is the main character in the wedding..haha...but never mind..now i have this photo for memory...

Thanks for all my fellow friends..thanks for being helpful...of course they seem like really happy to help me..as if they are getting married at the same time..i hope after my wedding, i have a chance to help my other friends to prepare a wedding...okie?? make it fast..please..im too excited to offer my hand...

wow..im so so tired..working in the office dy so tired..come back home, saturday, sunday still need to look for wedding venue, wedding photography..wedding preparation..planning ..da da da da..so many things to do..luckily darling always with me...but till now no firm decision made..dunno where to have our wedding dinner, what kind of wedding we wanted? whats the wedding theme..what kind of invitation card,where to take wedding photo...hell!!!nothing done and hard to confirm...the reason behind is WE HAVE NOT MARRIED BEFORE! i think if i get married the next time i shall easily organise...phew..i think is the time to call out my dear ji mui to give a hand...

tired....but feel really great! have to keep myself cheerful everyday..haha...

To my dearest Friends...
Happy New Year...We hope for the best for this new year..2010 bringing us blissful year and prosperity....And of course..thanks to my darling..happy new year...thank you for the wonderful flowers and ring..to everyone...Im getting married this year...dont ask me when i will get married ..this time let me tell you when im going to get married..its this year , year 2010...


8 years back on this day, we started our relationship as a couple...thanks to all our friends being so caring about both of us...thank you so much...3 years back, we were engaged and registered as an legal husband and wife..this is stupid isnt it?everytime i recall this day, i will laugh at myself...we were too naive on that time..and today you did what you have promised..eventhou the propose is not the best but thank you, it is a successful one..and is awesome..darling..

To my dear,
thank you for being considerate and caring for me at all time..
thank you for being waiting patiently while im in Australia..
thank you for taking care of me and my family so well..we love you..
thank you for everything and every moment that you share with me..
dear, is too many...within this 8 years, we have shared too much..we have our dreams..to own a house..to own the car that we both love..to travel together...and many many more..
eventhou we quarrel some times..but is okie..because quarreling means we still care for each other...
and lastly dear,
thank you for loving me...
i love you too..

I dont really know what's going on recently..feel happy and enjoy..but actually i got many things that i need to do and is rush too...Thursday night i was rushing for printing for the submission on Monday but still i feel enjoy doing it...eventhou i dunno exactly what am i suppose to do for the submission..and i never believe that i can do it by my own..and within these 2 weeks..i get ready documents for submission, complete submission drawings...oh my god..i can do it..i really can do it...

My parents house is almost ready to move in...unfortunately..and fortunately i think we cannot go further for interior design due to the budget constrain..my sister ngi ngi ngam ngam...haih..i suppose to feel upset and tired and dissapointted..but i did not...i think im getting more mature in handling problems..if 1 year ago..i think i will be very frustrated..angry and feel stress..but i did not cause i know budget problem can be solve..maybe it will take few months to clear the debt..i know we can do it coz we live as a family, we solve problem not i solve problem n not you the only one who solve problem...

Today i have a great lunch with my dear classmate...wonderful classmates...im really glad to have you guys...

and today! Im very happy..no reason...i want to be happy, every day..every minute..coz smiling chase away all the unhappy stuff.